If I could think of one reason why I am where I am today, it would
be the multitude of strong female role models and mentors in my life. It has
always been difficult to find representation of women that is versatile,
powerful, and inspiring, but I am privileged to have seen and experienced women
from all walks of life, each changing the world in their own way.
When I was musing over the kind of work I wanted to do during my
gap year, I created a list of criteria my work had to meet in order for me to
feel fulfilled. The key words were empowering, creative, and difficult yet
possible. I chose empowering because I believe that women deserve to have
choices in their lives, and what they choose should be up to them. I chose
creative because this adjective encompasses all things the imagination can
think of, and without imagination, the world would be stagnant. Lastly, the
phrase, “difficult yet possible” was coined because I wanted to step far
outside my comfort zone and try things that I had never done before. The work I
wanted to do had to be feasible and able to be effectively implemented into
whatever community I chose to work in.
Ambar while she is teaching one of her classes |
My original plan was to teach yoga and women’s empowerment to
girls, but after talking with Jamila, the executive director of Dar Si Hmad, we
realized this was not going to be possible. The language barrier between the
girls and I was too difficult, so we decided to modify the program. We agreed
upon teaching English because it was both achievable and something the girls
needed but lacked outside of their schooling.
With help from Soufian, DSH project manager, and Hafida, DSH
communication manager, we worked together pitch the idea to the school, develop
a 2-month lesson plan for teaching the girls, and generate an acronym that
reflected our vision. This is how GRACE (Girls Read And Communicate in English)
was created.
I have one group on Wednesdays and another on Fridays, totalling
around 40 girls, and my classes last an hour and a half. It felt like a
positive sign that we launched the first session only a few days after the
international day of the girl. The first two classes mostly consisted of me
adjusting to the different attitudes of the students and getting comfortable
and confident teaching in front of the groups. Hafida was by my side for the
first two classes, communicating the important information to the girls in
Darija, but now I’m teaching solo for the rest of my sessions.
It has been quite the learning curve experience but hearing from
the girls’ English teacher that they really enjoyed it and that more wanted to
join made me feel like I was making an authentically positive impact, rather
than falsely being helpful with good intentions. I really have never met such
eager students who want to learn and answer questions like these girls.
In the second session,
there were a few girls who had accidentally entered the classroom without
realizing I was going to be teaching. They didn’t tell us until around halfway
through the class, and when we asked them if they wanted to leave, they
declined. They wanted to stay and do the activities with the rest of the class
and when they had to leave early because of their schedules, they still wanted
to show me their work before they left. My heart was overflowing, and I
couldn’t stop smiling because I realized I had finally met all my criteria for
meaningful work during my gap year.
I am very excited to see where this project goes, and my hope is
that after I leave Dar Si Hmad, GRACE will grow to reach more girls with the
help of future interns. Other schools were interested in the program, but it
cannot be expanded right now because of lack of time and resources (there is
only one of me); however, I will continue to give my all to the amazing girls I
have been given the privilege to work with and hope that at the end of my time
here, they will be more confident in their English abilities. And who knows,
maybe that confidence will spread to other areas of their lives.